Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Gotta Chill

I feel too much. Most people will say they don't have enough feelings. I also think too much. In my mind, I can turn a simple oops on my part into a destroyed friendship. Pretty good worse case scenario, huh? Teachers always told me to go into writing due to my imagination. All this thinking and feeling can send me into a low fairly quickly too. I need to find the balance - where is that point my mind turns things worse than they are? Something to think about....

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

try medication. Most people are on it anyway - you just don't know it.

Anonymous said...

try medication ...

islandbum said...

@anon --
I've tried medication. Didn't work :(

@zee --
thank you :)

Anonymous said...

I say try medication again, maybe something different.

Take an hour and just look up into the sky at night. Focus on the stars and sky and just let your mind go. Realize how big the world and universe is - and how small we and our problems really are.

Try not to be so critica of yourself. I have learned most people do not have the time or desire to criticize us that much - they are too self-absorbed in their own problems and insecurities.

islandbum said...

I like the hour into the sky idea better than medication :)

Thanks